“Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.” ~Phil. 3:8
Just a thought from Him — if I seek to know Him and follow Him, I must immediately realize that the intimacy He offers is for RIGHT where I am. So my 8 children and my husband are the areas where God will grow my intimacy with Him the most. So He doesn’t want me just “surviving” even 1 hour. He wants me intimately right here dependent fully on Him. How practically does this play out for me?
~when my children are fussing, He wants me depending on His patience
~when my teen wants to be disrespectful, I am to seek His face before I respond
~when i don’t understand the little one’s potty choices, He has the wisdom for the crisis
~when the infant won’t sleep, He has the answers for sleep and the strength to walk the day out completely exhausted
~when I have more laundry, cooking, cleaning, errands than I can imagine, I am to rest in Him and set my my eyes on Him
~when my husband hurts my feelings or exasperates me, I am to run to the One who always meets my expectations
He alone knows all things, He alone has dealt with all sin, He alone commands respect. So either I survive doing my “best,” or I grasp hold of His righteousness and consider all my efforts loss and rubbish. Paul said it so clearly in Philippians 3:4-11- His Lordship, knowing Him is so great, gaining Him as a mother is true power, true righteousness, and therefore true faith. Can faith really grow apart from this decision that all I do must be nothing?
verse 7- “whatever was to my profit” — what do I attribute to my profit? my intelligence, my skills, my personality, my wallet, my husband, my children — all which I very easily can declare as pointing to my pedigree of goodness or worthiness just like Paul references in verses 4-6. But all of this is loss for Jesus. In fact everything about me is a loss compared to the greatness of knowing Christ Jesus. Either I spend my day seeking to summon up whatever skill set is needed or I remember the cross. For at the cross all expectations for my behavior and all that I have to offer was proven insufficient and worthy of destruction. Jesus alone offers everything I need for life and so therefore He alone offers all I need for today.
The surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord – Do I get how far above everything else it is to know you Jesus? Do I stop just on the other side of the cross, knowing you for salvation and knowing me for the day to day challenges? For you Lord I want to lose all things. Lord show me how to do this, how to change my perspective that I may gain more of You. I so want to know you more intimately, to follow you and be your light here.