Broad places

He brought me out into a broad place; he rescued me, because he delighted in me. For it is you who light my lamp; the Lord God lightens my darkness. For by you I can run against a troop, and by my God I can leap over a wall. This God — his way is perfect; the word of the LORD proves true; he is a shield for all those who take refuge in him. ~Psalm 18:19, 28-30

 

Truth: God delights in me and in you. He brings us out to places for His glory. The actual experience may feel opposite. It may feel as if I have been brought into a narrow ravine with a slippery, pebble filled ledge upon which to walk. I stand terrified, constantly worried I will wedge myself or slip off into a chasm below. I confess that many moments in motherhood can terrify me. I can worry about anything if I allow my mind to roam undisciplined.

Truth: He lights my lamp. He lightens my darkness. The joy of this truth is great – He lights up the dark, the confusion, the unknown. Why? for HIS NAME. He will work for His glory. What are my questions? what are my concerns? where are my areas of darkness, of wondering?

For you are my rock and my fortress; and for your name’s sake you lead me and guide me; you take me out of the the net they have hidden for me, for you are my refuge. I will rejoice and be glad in your steadfast love, because you have seen my affliction; you have known the distress of my soul, and you have not delivered me into the hand of the enemy; you have set my feet in a broad place. ~Psalm 31:3-4,7-8

What are broad places? Both passages refer to it. If they are places easily traversed with safety assured and no threat of attack, if that is what I am waiting for, then I will be disappointed. I will be discouraged when my life doesn’t take that magical turn towards ease and comfort. No, the broad place is not in the physical realm. I need to lay that desire down. In the Hebrew, the word used for broad place means pasture, figurative of freedom from distress or anxiety.

Stand in Me. Abide in me. I AM your broad place. My love is a secure place. Plant your feet in me. Stop waiting for me to move you to some moment or place. Stand in who I AM. 

I am the Light of the World. Stop trying to find light anywhere else, they are merely weak imitations with shadows at the edges. There are no shadows with Me.

I delight in you. His delight is gospel driven, sourced in His unending grace and mercy. He delights in you and me, not because of what we do or have done. He settled His choice of delight at the cross, when Jesus Christ died in your place and mine that we might be saved and set free from all the sin that entangles our hearts. He delights in us because He wants to redeem and restore us. He loves us with His steadfast, unending love.

I am your Strength. I will be all you need for battle. I am your shield of salvation. I give you divine power for all the strongholds that threaten to narrow your path and create anxiety.  In Psalm 18:33-36 David rejoices in the ways God has been his Rock ~ made his feet secure, trained his hands, given him the shield of salvation, and supported him. Your gentleness made me great. (v.35)

There is a difference between what I have been believing and the truth. I have been waiting for God to move me to a broad place, to push away all the worries, busyness, confusion that constricts my ground and litters my walk. I complain about the darkness, but the Light of the world illuminates me right where I stand, showing me His sustaining power. He is my broad place; the sacred, holy invitation is to stand in Him, to find refuge in Him, and to renew my mind in Him. He gently makes us great in Him.

I will even dare to say that the narrow chasms and terrifying passages are places He allows, not because He desires any terror but because He knows the depth of growth, the maturing of faith that these places will cause when I hide myself in Him. And He is committed to me for His Glory, for His name’s sake. Never forget, He will bring glory to His name.

Walking through Ephesians, 9

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. ~Ephesians 6:10-13

The armor of God – I remember as a little girl being told in church and Bible classes to say it/pray it every day before I went to school. The implication was that if I “put it on” by saying it, I would have a much better day, things would go better, I wouldn’t have the tough times against these evil spiritual forces (and who wants that?!!). In fact I still hear people talking about praying the armor on as if it is some mantra you can recite and boom, you’re covered and safe. I have heard people say they pray it over their kids for their school days as they are leaving them in car line. But I really wonder if I understand what Paul is teaching?

The first time I really studied Ephesians, the whole passage about the armor of God caught my attention. Now I may be the only one who has walked through childhood into adulthood with the idea that I could just pray the armor over myself, in recitation, and I would be safe from the scheming devil and all his terrible arrows. But sitting with you at coffee, I feel compelled to make sure that you see just a glimpse of what Paul is really talking about because you may be like me. It may just make your heart race, your spirit sing, and your mind rest to understand this is no mantra or chant to put on some dress up clothes. This is what it means to truly be a warrior for the Lord on the battlefield of this life. Paul has walked us through great theology in Ephesians as to who we were and who we are now as redeemed:

  • we were chosen, made holy and blameless, redeemed and forgiven to the praise of His glory
  • we are walking in good works prepared for us
  • identity – in Christ Jesus- brought near, reconciled, a dwelling place for the Spirit of God who is our seal for salvation
  • we are granted boldness and confident access to Him because of the faith He’s given to us
  • out of our new redeemed, forgiven, renewed selves we live out the Gospel with those around us- dependent on the Gospel – it’s not a behavior checklist – it’s a constant return to the truth of the Gospel for me in order to renew my mind and therefore live out in the details my reverence for Christ

The list could continue, but you should be the one to make the list. God will teach you much! But here at the close of Ephesians, Paul has been teaching about the importance of understanding what Christ did in love for us and responding to this Gospel with our lives and relationships. So we have just read the passages about submission and obedience/leadership.

And now he emerges into a “Finally”- Finally be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Seems a little repetitive at first glance, but surprise! it’s very purposeful. The first phrase “be strong” means to receive strength, be strengthened or increase in strength, but it is passive and internal, meaning I am not mustering up the strength, I am receiving the strength. This strength is contingent on union with the Lord, and He is empowering or imparting ability to me. And then the second phrase “and in the strength of his might” – the power of his strength or the dominion of His combative strength over external things — His ability to dominate in His strength over all things. My strengthening is from Him as well as my deepening knowledge of how strong He is. In order to walk out any of the relationships in love the way Paul has just discussed, I need to be empowered by the Holy Spirit and understand the vast power that is for me in His might.

Back in Ephesians 4:20-24, Paul says that because we learned Christ, we are renewed in the spirit of our mind and put on the new self. We enduo (in the Greek) which means to clothe ourselves in His likeness in both righteousness and holiness. Then here in Ephesians 6:10-11 I need to know the strength pouring into me because of salvation and the strength that stands behind me in God Himself, and so I enduo or clothe myself with the armor of God – the new self. The armor is the essence of what has been given to me as a believer to walk here on this earth in newness and salvation until I stand in His presence.

My life isn’t about hard things with kids, others, circumstances. My battle is with an enemy who will throw everything at me to make me forget who I am, whose I am, who strengthens me, and who is in me.

My standing and withstanding depend on whether I use that which I have been clothed in. I need to know my armor, all that I have been given, and take up these truths. I am perpetually entering, leaving, or engaging in a fierce battle.

So just like the soldier knows his armor, I need to know what I have been given – in part and in whole. Just as a soldier becomes more valiant and wiser the more he battles and trusts his armor and weaponry – so do I. The more I walk in the Gospel, the more ready I am. The more I read, know and wear Truth, the easier it becomes to recognize it and prefer it. Truth will become the belt that holds all my armor securely in place. The more I understand His righteousness imparted to me, the more my emotions are guarded from the wicked raging of this world. The more my feet are firmly rooted in the Gospel, the more sure footed I am when anything that opposes His gospel tries to topple me. My shield of faith is always protecting me – in all circumstances. The shield is not the small hand held piece of armor that we see superheroes use in movies. Paul is referencing something larger than my body, behind which I stand, fully guarded and protected. Throughout the Old Testament God call Himself my Shield, and He is the source of faith, of dependence for strength in battle. The ability of condemning, evil, or discouraging thoughts to pierce through to my mind becomes less as I understand all that was granted me with His salvation. And the sword of the Spirit – His word, my only weapon. Praying at all times again is sourced in the Holy Spirit who is our guarantee for eternity.

So my role with myself and with my kids isn’t to recite pieces of armor but to walk through what these pieces actually represent and how they are THE sustaining requirements for the battlefield of this life. We are all doing battle everyday, little ones included. So to speak words of gospel truth and remind them of the strength, power, and protection freely given to them through Jesus Christ is paramount.

As we walk out of Ephesians, I want my walk with my children to be reflective of Ephesians 6:19-20, “that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak.